Better to say, I am a 'CONTROVERSIALLY FUSED' person, in short confused. The state or degree or area of such 'unique' confusion does not lead to any distinct or fair conclusion, but yes, it can help to confuse, or to riddle others. So what I am or what I was or what I will become is completely meaningless, or useless. The confusion is the ultimate, and 'I AM THAT CONFUSION'.
